Ready Made Family

That red flag again; HE HAS FOUR KIDS.

At first I was not sure how to handle it...I was just the girlfriend, or was I just Daddys "Good" Friend? No. His girlfriend, or at least thats exactly how he put it when he introduced me to them. I was nervous, scared, stomach turning anxiety burst through every vein in my body. What if they didnt like me? What if they didnt want me with him? I would never make him choose between me and his children, it would always be them. End of story.

Thank Goddess, we never had to make that choice.

Facts:

At 21 years old I began dating Joey, who is 28.
He has four girls, ages 5-12.

At 22 years old I will become Mrs. Joseph Johnson.
My name will be Megan Elizabeth Johnson.
I will be the step mother to four beautiful girls.

That is in less than two months,
and just thinking about it brings a whole new world
of happiness into my life that I can not wait to set out on.

People ask me all the time;

Are you sure you are ready to take on four girls?

I was ready the day that I accepted our relationship,
otherwise I would have never got with him in the first place.

It is so soon, are you sure you are ready to get married?
I have never in my life been in such an amazing relationship,
with such an amazing man that I love, and am loved by solely and completely.
I believe with everything in me that anything is possible as long
as we both are in it for the same reasons, and there is NO doubt in my mind,
that we are made for eachother. Yes, I am sure.

So.
I am going to marry Joseph B Johnson II,
I am going to become his wife, and he my husband.
I am going to also then accept and take on his kids,
as I already have throughout our relationship.
&&I am going to do it because i KNOW it is right.